Yeah, most of my life's full of sad daysStarted at a young ageYeah, bought a house but I've been livin' on stageTryna find the real me, I ain't found it yetWake up every morning feelin' like I'm guiltyTalk to God, "Can you hear me?"Lately, I'm a messI don't want no one to help meYeah, I don't want no one to help me andIf you think that I make decisions based off of what you think,Then you're wrongCan't nobody think for me, I got my own thoughtsSometimes you don't know what you had until it's all gone,'Til it's all goneIf I took the hand that was dealt me then I would be nowhere in lifeYeah, I had to think smartThrew away the deck and got my own cardsLong before I had the money to afford a carI–I've been doin' me (yeah)I've been doin' meYeah, I've been doin' meI've been doin' meFollowin' my dreamsYeah, I've been doin' meI've been doin' meI've been doin' meYeah, I've been doin' meI've been doin' meFollowin' my dreamsYeah, I've been doin' meMost of my life's full of regretsThings I wanna take back, yeahWrote you a letter, wish that I had never sent thatDidn't even make sense, I don't even knowAll I know is I get lower on the weekendsThey tell me I should make friends, I just sit at homeLately, I've been off the deep end, yeahI've been off the deep end andIf you think that I'm 'bout to change who I am just for youThen you're so wrongAs I kid I built a house around my broke heartSometimes you don't know what you had until it falls apart,'Til it falls apartIf I took the hand that was dealt me then I would be nowhere in lifeYeah, I had to think smartThrew away the deck and got my own cardsLong before I had the money to afford a carI (yeah)–I've been doin' me (oh, yeah)I've been doin' meYeah, I've been doin' me (I have been)I've been doin' meFollowin' my dreamsYeah, I've been doin' me (followin' my)I've been doin' meI've been doin' me (I've been followin' my)Yeah, I've been doin' meFollowin' my dreamsYeah, I'm just doin' meYeah, I'm just doin' meYeah, I'm reminiscin' back to both of us laughin'Playin' old records, thinkin' every one of 'em's classicWindows down, we on the street up in Michigan rappin'We talked about it, but never really knew it could happenMy confidence about as low as the gas isWe didn't have the money for it,So we'd turn the key backwards and sit in parking lots for hours'Til the battery crashesI think that we related 'cause both of us were lookin' for answersA couple months ago I drove into Gladwin, got me all in my feelingsIt's somethin' 'bout bein' somewhere that's familiarPull in the gas station, open up the tank then I fill it then laughWould I move back? Mm, not in a million,But I appreciate the memories we hadI know you've been callin', sorry I never call backI know I've been distant, you know I never meant thatYou can tell the family how I'm doing if they askI'm just doing me