Always

What am I supposed to do without you?Is it too late to pick the pieces up?Too soon to let them go?Do you feel damaged just like I do?Your face, it makes my body acheIt won't leave me aloneAnd this feels like drowningTrouble sleepingRestless dreamingYou're in my headAlways, alwaysI just got scaredAway, awayI'd rather choke on my bad decisionsThen just carry them to my graveYou're in my headAlways, always, alwaysCracks won't fix and the scars won't fade awayI guess I should get used to thisThe left side of my bed's an empty spaceI remember we were strangersSo tell me what's the differenceBetween then and nowAnd why does this feel like drowning?Trouble sleepingRestless dreamingYou're in my headAlways, alwaysI just got scaredAway, awayI'd rather choke on my bad decisionsThen just carry them to my graveYou're in my headAlways, always, alwaysAlways, alwaysYou're in my headAlways, alwaysI just got scaredAway, awayI know there's nothing left to cling toBut I'm still calling out your nameYou're in my headAlways, always, alwaysAlways, always, always