Join in my, join in my childAnd listen, digging through my old numb shadowMy shadow's shedding skinI've been picking scabs againI'm down, digging throughMy old muscles, looking for a clueI've been crawling on my bellyClearing out what could've beenI've been wallowing in my own confusedAnd insecure delusionsFor a piece to cross me overOr a word to guide me inI wanna feel the changes coming downI wanna know what I've been hidingIn my shadowMy shadowChange is coming throughMy shadowMy shadow'sShedding skinI've been pickingMy scabs againJoin in my, join in my childShadow's closer to meaningI've been crawling on my bellyClearing out what could've beenI've been wallowing in my own chaoticAnd insecure delusionsI wanna feel the change consume meFeel the outside turning inI wanna feel the metamorphosis andCleansing I've endured inMy shadowMy shadowChange is comingNow is my timeListen to my muscle memoryContemplate what I've been clinging toForty-six and two ahead of meI choose to live and to growTake and give and to moveLearn and love and to cryKill and die and to be paranoid and to lieHate and fear and to doWhat it takes to move throughI choose to live and to lieKill and give and to dieLearn and love and to doWhat it takes to step throughSee my shadow changingStretching up and over meSoften this old armorHoping I can clear the way byStepping through my shadowComing out the other sideStep into the shadowForty six and two are just ahead of me