I'm going crazyI'm going out of my headIt feels like I'm going crazyNothing can save meI'm goin' close to the edge, hey, heyI can't stop staring out my windowChoppa and my pistolI'm goin' out of my head, he-he-headI'm exhausted, last night I lost itLet the homies get loose, I'm sure I'ma get the lawsuitNana called, my granddaddy coughing up bloodGot an infection, the cycle of life just sucksI bet when he die, she die, just becauseThey been together sixty years, that's what they call lovePaid for my first cousin wedding, over 200 grandThen two kids and six years later, he's the wrong manI woke up this morning, really wasn't feeling myselfThought about suicide but me, I ain't killing myselfMy cousin Dory shot his girlfriend then shot himself…